It has been while, but I have almost lost my order

It has been while since I updated. A lot of things dramatically changed around me, so it was kinda hard to prioritize myself. The reason why I am updating this today is that I started to treat Mike unfair... for a little tiny reason. I feel so bad for him. Oh god. What am I doing? What is wrong with me. I haven't workout for a while and I haven't doing like yoga, meditation or any sort of... Stay strong. Manage yourself!!! Be nice to myself. And be nice to others as I do to myself. I get I took a hard class and I moved in and a lot of things but still I need to do self-control.